It's hardships, delusions, disappointments, abuse, financial hardship, illness, muggers; all legalized. Complete with a fancy golf course and tweakers of course.
This horrible nightmare is The United States of America.
I am the almighty Anti-Collective. I'm biracial straight person who can actually do things for herself.
So when the dummy Reds, I mean Chinese finance massive corruption with their purchases of U.S. Treasuries over legitimate stocks in corporations on the exchanges that you can actually use a proxy for; sorry they made their bed. THEY get to lay in it.
I'm PART Asian and I held myself up to personal responsibility. WITHOUT CHEATING.
Okay. Mostly without cheating. You can't cheat through the obstacles I've been put through.
I was held to high standards with a death grip so the Chinks can pay losers called "politicians" to ruin my life, my health- the economy and my welfare. Thanks idiots.
They say that Asians pride themselves on being smart and wise.
BULLSHIT.
Asians pride themselves on their pointless inferiority complex, their insecurities, their obvious self hate (HI TIGER MOM!)- their setbacks and well, then gambling. THEN comes wisdom, family, ageism and the real stuff.
The countries who were occupied by the commies were the smart ones. The citizens of these poor countries were too smart for Mao and Nixon's bullshit factor so they had to be conquered and oppressed. The "free" countries are merely a delusion, the people from the "free" countries are so stupid that a takeover wasn't necessary.
If you didn't just fall for their line of epic bullshit at your expense, they pushed you into it and forced it on you. With the crap boomer real estate ponzi scheme, fascist state control and lack of cash flow to anyone but the white trash caste system.
How do I know? It happened to me on a small scale. This is EXACTLY what happens.
I resist on a small scale because I am really too big for it.
They gang up on me, go way out of their way to control me.
There are two distinctive actions that happen when one sticks up for herself.
1. When she shows them up, they hide and disappear. True story, happens when running and in so many situations. At least in California.
2. When she shows them up, they obsessively go out of their way to control her, to manipulate her, to make her life hell. It becomes a religion, a cult. An obsession. They don't make time for anything else, even if it benefits them and those they associate with.
Mind you, she hurt nobody and caused no damages. And there's no prize for winning this game, except that they're maliciously out to hurt her and cause her damages.
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So about MY "attitude".
So I'm running around trying to find a LIVING wage during quantitative easing in California. Basically because my own family is FROM here and because I can't afford to escape.
It's already lots of fun when you have to explain to idiots how to pronounce my name (my Caucasian dad gave me a foreign name in a RACIST country in the RACIST military when all of the "fresh off the boat" Asians get American names. My sister was beaten in grade school when she tried to change her name to escape the nasty teasing in school. She was told "to respect your mom's culture". Hypocritically, everyone in my mom's Asian culture got American names to escape academic, employment and housing discrimination while we were forced to suffer. For really, no good fucking reason whatsoever.).
So I'm explaining to every underrepresented minority in recruiter land that yes I was born a US citizen, yes I am a US citizen, Yes I speak FLUENT ENGLISH, No I don't need sponsorship to work here...
on top of every other illegal question in the book plus the overrepresented minority clause so I can be pushed aside because I was arrested in Columbus Ohio for underage drinking- which should've been off my record already.
Thanks stupid stasi.
The Asians got smart and overcompensated on their creds to beat racism.
My assclown family decided to be "threatened" when they send an Asian person with an Asian name out there to the overrepresented minonority clause in Affirmative Action- trying to distract and hinder my efforts every chance they get.
When my white entitled dad was getting his Bachelors'- Hell's wrath fell upon you if you even remotely disturbed him. And these were for the prereqs at the easier university in classes that I aced with the distractions.
When I was going through school, I got kicked out on my 19th birthday for having a boyfriend.
I'm an American, but anytime ANYTHING went right for me, my crazy threatened mother makes life hell for me. BEYOND hell. BTW, unlike her- I actually worked for ANYTHING I have.
I wish these nasty ugly white bureaucrats (some from Notre Dame and the tristate area)- yucky. Racists. Eeeewww! Blech. Just like the tweaker trash rednecks. Bleach. grodie.
Pansy Ass LOSERS.
With the huge exception of African American military families- I got to the point where I do honestly believe that military wives are glorified welfare queens.
If they want to patronize about honor codes, ethics and sacrifice---they can all get off their southern fat asses out of the princess gas guzzling mobile they got on an equity line on a house they can't afford and go earn their keep themselves.
I couldn't get in the US military due to health issues. The endocrine kind. Being a woman- this worked against me because of the "boy's club" mentality that any and all women's issues are horrible. I was chatised, I was not yelled at. I was verbally abused.
ABATEMENT INTENTIONAL INFLICTMENT OF EMOTIONAL DISTRESS.
I was ganged up on. Only one female soldier with the recruiters and the nurse were able to help me. Both were black, I think the soldier was part Latina. And they protected me what they could.
Nevermind that their garbage infested big pharma pushes hormones on us that gives women strokes. Yeah, these thrive on negativity idiots were too stupid to enforce quality control, but what else can you say about a group of losers?
My dad's generation- my dad's prided country that could do no wrong failed to quality check healthcare's garbage in exploiting women's health.
I didn't make a spouse work so I could get a degree-when he had a GI bill and proper treatment for being white. I waited tables in a very racist part of the world while I took classes full time, put up with the other assholes who used the school to push their agendas? And didn't go to school- I put up with those fees, the long lines at the Financial Aid office, the grilling by my adviser if I got on academic probation (my school had one of the highest freshman weedout rates)...
I wasn't fully supported by my parents, yet I had to chalk up funds for so much exploitation because the bureaucrats think that only rich white kids should have access to upward mobility.
So after that, I got myself better work for entry level wages in the professional group and had to pass the Series 7 and 63 for those entry level wages that would never afford a house in the garbage Boomer Utopia. That ended in 2003 during attrition after the dot com stocks dwindled.
I have to touch up this blog later- therapy is exhausting.
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