You have to afford the rents to qualify to get experience, if you're lucky not to be discriminated against by affirmative action clauses in a horribly nepotistic society.
I has no experience because of this. I'm more than qualified than a lot of people with connections. And people are required to do drugs for these connections even if the drug tests eliminate you.
My parents, the self righteous assholes don't understand that this really happens outside of their hyperarrogant nepotistic RACIST bubble.
In my "adventure" as a temp, I learned that during a strike/lockout, the employees who are not related to HR do not get unemployment.
I learned that white people get preference.
I learned that Asians (as dumb as this is) impose reactionary racism by requiring domestic candidates to speak a foreign language that we have no way of learning.
The problem with this is that willing people can't bring forth the olive branch.
One guy I know who isn't white, immigrated to the U.S. LEGALLY and couldn't get himself a job at a fast food joint because they're "mexican jobs".
In 2012 during the Holidays, the Unemployed/disability recipients were stiffed of their checks without notice, by Deloitte.
The lower tax bracket for Americans is up to 20%?
In 2014, Obama's CIA and Victoria Nuland just handed Kiev Nazis $5 BILLION.
This is only AFTER my tweaker garbage trash white boomer landlady racially harassed me, physically attacked me and robbed me of $400. The Santa Barbara Deputies, aka. the Tweaker Trash Defense League helped her. They didn't ask me if I wanted to press charges.
I had nothing. But my creds. The tweaker trashtard was being provocative and trying to fight me.
These people are out to ruin your life. Well at least mine. I don't have a job.
Anything I do is wrong according to the white trash caste system including my dad.
I hate these people.
I hate the fact that I was pigeonholed with racists in poverty because of the US military, while bank of mummy exploited my existance as a meal ticket to the Visa sponsor so ching chongs can gamble it away and do drugs.
I'm better off dead.
The "compassionates"- the horrible neverending patronizing condescending pieces of shit? WHo couldn't take an hour in MY day, and pull off anything I've done AND take the higher road.
My dad is one of them.
The boomer trash. The politicians.
I'm stuck looking back at garbage because there's nowhere else to look.
The stupid tech sector Clintonites stooped so low that the racism imposed on me is going to pass as a "character check".
I'm better off dead.
There's absolutely nothing in the world beautiful enough to justify anything I've gone through just to exist.
Thank you friends for being a beacon of anything worthwhile.
It's not enough when you don't love yourselves even. I can't love you for you.
I'm done.
I can't shoulder the strain imposed on me for everyone's bullshit inferiority complex, stupidity, agenda bullshit. I've put up with enough for what doesn't come out of it.
People say, "stick up for yourself" so I can put up with slander, libel, defamation of character AND theft by the boomercrat racist white trash caste system!
My parents have always been the blood thirsty backstabbing sycophants.
There's really not much else I can do at this point. For what it's worth.
People say "you're trying too hard" when they're threatened. Ask any white yuppie bimbo from Santa Barbara.
The life, world- even God sometimes disappoints.
On top of that! I've been VERY sick with the horrible government going after me, while I was being held to high expectations by conditionally "loving" psychotic tiger mom, demanding, neurotic, SELFISH, STUPID, sociopathic assholes who happen to be my parents.
WHEN I WAS SICK!!!
I'm a small petite lady now, I weigh somewhere between 100-105 pounds.
They have done EVERYTHING to hurt and inflict pain without provocation from me.
Stupid STUPID boomers- gnrh in the dairy supply? high fructose corn syrup? Then they want to push metformin down my throat?
pcossurvivor.blogspot.com/2011/03/metformin-lie-and-pcos.html
I know what is going on here, I'm trying to clear up the story for my own- basic fucking survival and the boomer kleptocracy enforced white trash caste system has gone out of their way to keep me sick.
They even got Sino Pharmaceuticals to work with Bristol Myers squibb to tell everyone the LIE that "Metformin cures PCOS" (metformin raises insulin which causes weight gain, inflammation and high LDL. We're not all type 2 diabetic).
pcossurvivor.blogspot.com/2011/03/metformin-lie-and-pcos.html
Asians are not smarter than the next guy, especially the assholes who chose to be self loathing losers. I can't shoulder the burden for them either. It's not going to work, it's STUPID to even try.
Then my asshole dad tried to throw me away in war for "medical insurance" so boomers can rob me when I need shelter. I'm suppose to get married and have kids? The ugly racist boomer trash garbage ghettofabulous emotionally blackmailing government from hell already showed me that I'm not worth anything, I'm not worth being a parent either. I can't afford kids, having meal tickets is child abuse. My dad reinforces this concept. he puts me down a lot instead of helping me when I'm in a position of need. I told him that abortion is legal. Stupid FUCKING assholes.
If you don't want a kid that gets discriminated by society, don't have fucking kids?
Thieves. I was a meal ticket to the Visa Sponsors. No more. Fuck that.
The DOD civilians think it's cute. How nice it is to have a government job and connections to one.
I don't know where to go, where I want to go. All I know is where I can't go.
There's too much fucking racism and my skin is very thin.
Nobody ever had my back. NOBODY. And it got to the point where I can't even get my own back.
There's no point to this. I'm done. I am almost recovered but I don't want to go on.
It's going to be the same next week, "I changed for the better" which fixes nothing. It's just a fucking powertrip for the useless, worthless, stupid, ugly pointless assholes who patronize to be "important".
The Manifest destiny patronizers are the biggest cowards of all. They're afraid to admit that one person doesn't have 100% control of everything that happens to her.
And least. Never more narcissisticially patronizing. Those who think their standards should be imposed on the world.
I'm one of the most feminist, STRAIGHT person I know. The circumstances that were brought on my path forced me to defend myself. Does that make you "unfeminine"?
Since 95 pound women were forced into harms way in the garbage boomer kleptocracy and the "do-gooders" can't admit that.
Tiny Vietnamese student at Yale MURDERED.
http://www.nytimes.com/2009/09/18/nyregion/18yale.html?pagewanted=all&_r=0
I like the part at 3:10 where he talks about a gang invasion of Hidori and how the group of big guys were scared frozen stiff, and how these teenie tiney 95 pound Korean waitresses ransacked the gang and chased them out of the restaurant with cold water in water pitchers.
I've read stories where these teeny tiny women have sent armed robbers to the ER with traumatic brain injuries. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOWldmHslUE#t=247
Only in the UGLY U. S. of A. would NICE 95 pound women be stuck in a gang ridden violent neighborhood during the Rodney King Riots. Never in the history of the world would these white people subject their own ladies to what they impose on others.
You wouldn't go to Asia and be stuck in a violent dangerous neighborhood and have their race wars shoved down your throat. Only the UGLY AMERICANS do this.
At least I'm suffering less now, I'm tired of suffering, I didn't deserve it,
What's holding me back is the fact that as of now I don't have the means to just fix the problem. I'm still looking into it.
