So much for the nepotistic coked/methed out New Trade Theory Beneficiaries of white/affirmative action privelege at the expense of our fiscal deficit

Nope, bank failures were not enough!  Being robbed for TARP wasn't nearly enough.

The oil boom inspired meth epidemic didn't fix the U.S. economy!

Glad to see that robbing taxpayers for Ukraine Kiev NAZIs resulted in a race war and hatred towards cops in fear of a police state.

I'm so glad that the bank of revolving Uncle Sam enforced quality control!
Look at the U.S. Healthcare system, Obamacare/Affordable Care act did NOTHING to fix the dangerous conflicts of interest stemming from big pharma's bribes to doctors to push drugs instead of fixing people.

Glad to see the FDA, AMA and CDC embezzle government monies instead of doing their jobs.

Glad to see Affirmative Action fix EVERYTHING!

What's next?  Elon Musk so arrogantly bragged about putting his fortune into Space X- the government put the U.S. Taxpayers into that nepotistic affirmative action junkie ecstatic wannabe money hole.

SpaceX Falcon 9 supply rocket explodes minutes after launch
A SpaceX Falcon 9 rocket exploded minutes after lift off from Cape Canaveral, Florida.
The incident followed what was meant to be a routine cargo mission to the International Space Station. 
"The vehicle has broken up," said Nasa commentator George Diller, after Nasa television broadcast images of the white rocket falling to pieces. 
"We appear to have had a launch vehicle failure," Diller said. "At this point it is not clear to the launch team exactly what happened."

The live webcast of the launch went silent about three minutes into the flight when the rocket could be seen exploding and small pieces tumbling back toward Earth. (AFP Photo)
The California-based company's live webcast of the launch went silent about three minutes into the flight when the rocket could be seen exploding and small pieces tumbling back toward Earth.
Moments later, a SpaceX commentator said the video link from the vehicle had been lost. "There was some kind of anomaly during first stage flight," he said, noting that the rocket had ignited its nine Merlin engines and reached supersonic speed.

(AFP Photo)"However it appears something did occur during first stage operations," he added, referring to the stage of rocket flight before the cargo ship would have been able to separate from the first stage of the rocket and reach orbit.http://www.hindustantimes.com/world-news/jolt-to-nasa-as-spacex-rocket-explodes-after-launch/article1-1363813.aspx

Now for some more epic and wonderful insights from the government sponsored MSM.


I never dreampt that ever in my life I would admit to being jealous of the Russians.

My "mean" post. Drugs.

Yesterday I was at the store in line where this sick, cachexic, rail thin black lady was having a conversation on her cell.
She was strikingly thin in a sea of obesity and junkies, she stands maybe 5'8 and might weigh as much as 90 pounds.  There are some women who can look good as thin, but this lady wasn't thin.  She was clearly starving for some reason.

So of course the first impression you might have of her is that she's a junkie.

She was going on about cops this, Western Union that...and something about CANCER and how she's "supposed to take these pills to survive" (before her words were choked with tears).  Even if it's possible that she's a junkie, and the white tweakertastic garbage have been draining resources with their self inflicted Hodgkin's Disease (bone/blood cancer).

The "breed" of store clerks in inland Socal were nicer to the rabid tweaker white lady who was going off on the pharmacist enforcing the rules to her percocet prescription.  

  

I was stricken, not just by this black lady's unusually skeletal frame.  But how she was treated.   

When I was sick, I couldn't eat.  I could barely drink water.  My mom didn't come through for me.
Nobody to drive you when you're sick.  But I couldn't be handled, I didn't know what my body was going to do next and I had to take care of everything.  And I didn't let my dad.  He was the one who had always helped me when I was sick.  

The doctors were so nasty and they didn't want to deal with the hard stuff, but take my money anyways.

So now I have an agenda against these people.

The trouble with drugs is that the element attracts a lot of self loathing b* losers trying to be somebody important.  And they never get over that self loathing p*$$y pant inferiority complex- not long enough to accomplish anything where they're allowed to feel good about themselves.  I noticed A LOT of boomers are like this.  My family has an element of this - without the hard illegal junk.

The inferiority complex ridden @$$bags shoot each other up for nothing, who thinks they're going to have not even bedside manners but common courtesy?  For the elderly and the sick?  Or for women?

This country went downhill WAY too fast.  The only difference is that we have somewhat better technology and the majority of EWBs are fat, ugly with ugly tattoos and dressed like @$$clown maroons.  Seriously, how can people so disgusting be so full of themselves?  

These are middle aged adults.

None of us have an answer for "Who You Is?"

They're not just soulless, but ineptly clueless.  And yes I blame the government for this.  Who lets influence and incentive motives encourage people to not betray your spouses, but to have meal tickets instead of loved children?  So the rest of us have to put up with this garbage AND comp reckless violent racist worthless trash it with our tax dollars.

AWESOME!!!

Well anyways.  

If I'm going to be mean.


DRUGSS!!!  The almighty backstabbing useless wonders.  

I never went to any Coachellas, Burningmans or EDC.  They're all in hot places and I haven't dealt too well with the heat. I find the attendees somewhat entertaining but as I got wiser- I found too many intolerably pretentious and irritating. 

Again, whose quality controlling this junk called recreational mind candy?  

The same people who are quality controlling the foods that we eat?

Back in Junior High, MY age group kind of came to terms with modesty.  The more unattractive you are, the more skin you showed to get attention.

This was the Electric Daisy Carnival circa 2014, images courtesy of L.A. Weekly.  

http://images1.laweekly.com/imager/the-fashion-of-electric-daisy-carnival-201/u/original/4805906/9833528.0.jpg
http://www.laweekly.com/slideshow/the-50-most-beautiful-people-at-edc-vegas-5712305/27
"Most Beautiful"= NOT!

I know we were not perfect in the 1990's, but we were still NATURALLY thinner?

I literally lived at the pool, I was on a swim team, worked as a lifeguard and I still see more skin here.

In San Diego, the women would lower their cleavage at work as low as they can, and when the office temperatures dropped below 70 degrees, the freaks would crank up their space heaters at their desk.

So basically the warm temperatures is how girls are literally forced to dress to the skimpies so the guys don't have to pay for a date or a stripper club.  You get what you pay for.
Not even that.  There was a much easier energy.  We ate real food (for a while).  I'd NEVER thought I would say this, but the 80's were MODEST.  Teased hair and perms, but real hair color.  Bright colors, less make up?  The guys too!  LESS IS MORE!  I mean less junk please. Simple is the best, you have your own character that comes out with you and not the ear holes, the tats, the anemia from hard drug use.  And probably a bit more of a brain.


Meth is too often synonymous with Molly


Rats on Meth and Mollies (MDMA)
Poor rats on drugs:

All treatments produced hyperactivity while the treatments where MDMA was administered first (MDMA, MDMA-->METH and MDMA/METH) produced hyperthermia. All treatments involving METH caused significant head weaving. Six weeks after drug treatment all groups showed reduced social interaction relative to controls. MDMA/METH treatment was associated with reduced swimming in the forced swim test. MDMA given alone caused 5-HT depletion in several brain regions while METH given alone caused dopamine depletion in the striatum. The three treatments involving MDMA and METH combinations caused significant depletion of serotonin, dopamine and noradrenaline in several brain regions. Interestingly, the MDMA-->METH treatment produced greater hippocampal and cortical 5-HT depletion than the METH-->MDMA treatment suggesting an effect of order. These results extend our recent findings of additive toxic effects when METH is combined with MDMA. This has potentially important implications for party drug users who appear to frequently use this combination.  http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15993443

Mollies = Meth  (on the business side of things)

A short form of the word 'molecule,' molly is being marketed to teens and young adults as a 'pure' form of MDMA, what was once commonly referred to as 'ecstasy'. Youths who are new to the drug scene (and even avid drug users) are taking the dealers at their word.

And that terrifies me.

The DEA stated that only 13 per cent of 'molly' seized in New York State actually had any MDMA in it. And that 13 per cent wasn't 'pure' by any means. It had a mixture of other toxic chemicals including Methylone, MDPV, 4-MEC, 4-MMC, Pentedrone and MePP all mixed in with the MDMA.

I work with teenagers who are battling addiction and molly has essentially taken over my practice in the past few months. And many of the teens I work with take their dealer at their word when they are told that they are buying 'pure' MDMA.

Blame Madonna. Blame Miley. Blame whoever you want, but this one hundred-year-old drug is more popular now than it ever has been.

Ask any avid drug user the difference between 'molly' and 'ecstasy' and they will most likely tell you that 'molly is pure MDMA' and ecstasy was more known to be cut with other substances. In reality, this couldn't be further from the truth. And herein lies the problem.

Unless you are an accomplished chemist, 'pure' MDMA is a myth. Pure MDMA costs a lot of money and drug dealers are not in the business of losing money. On the other hand, meth is quite cheap, which is why it is one of the most common drugs found in molly.

"There's no good batch of molly, MDMA, or Ecstasy....you have no idea what's in this stuff. Dealers want to make more money, so they'll mix and adulterate the stuff with meth and any number of other drugs," according to Anthony Pettigrew, a spokesman for the New England division of the Drug Enforcement Agency.

Ask your average teenager if they would ever do meth and they will likely be shocked and appalled at the suggestion. But ask them about molly and you get a whole different answer. Even though many times they are the exact same thing.

We have a huge battle ahead of us and the first step is to end the myth about molly. It is not pure MDMA. It is not pure anything.

It is a potentially lethal cocktail of lab chemicals and household chemicals and every single trip is a dangerous game of Russian Roulette. http://www.huffingtonpost.ca/chris-curry/molly-drug_b_5425555.html

And what's the worst side effect from doing drugs?  WEIGHT GAIN DURING REHAB!!!

http://well.blogs.nytimes.com/2014/09/15/addiction-recovery-weight-gain-nutrition/

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HUGS NOT DRUGS!!! - Dedicated to the issues of drug abuse in the U.S.

I'm picking on the tweaker trend because it's overrun the U.S.

Oil boom brings on the tweaker trash.
http://www.foxnews.com/us/2014/04/12/dark-side-nd-oil-boom-meth-heroin-cartels-all-part-growing-drug-trade-1418696252/

Meth is a drug that binds the violent white supremacists.

http://www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/worldviews/wp/2014/10/14/high-hitler-nazi-leader-was-a-crystal-meth-addict-says-new-documentary/

http://www.scribd.com/doc/246600799/White-Supremacist-Meth-Ring-Indictment

http://crimeblog.dallasnews.com/2014/11/thirty-seven-people-with-ties-to-white-supremacist-groups-arrested-for-running-north-texas-meth-distribution-ring.html/

In the U.S., it's both neonazis and Dixie nasty grossies and after a few hits- none of the details matter.

 And Victoria Nuland and the garbage CIA robbed taxpayers of all races to finance Kiev NAZIS. Why?
To antagonize Russia because increased supply in energy will drop oil prices- then the criminal banks can't get their petrodollar funded liquidty to push up real estate bubbles in a $h*T economy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FIjEEFdnzkw

                                            

MARIETTA, GA (CBS46) -
A couple is facing charges after their five children were found living in what authorities describe as “disgusting” conditions.

Dennis and Ashley Thomas are being charged with contributing to the deprivation of a minor. Their children, ages 1, 2, 3, 13 and 14, were found living inside the garage their father rents as a mechanic in Cobb County, which is just northwest of Atlanta. 

According to police warrants, officials with the Department of Family and Child Services found the children with multiple insect bites, filthy clothing and said they had not bathed in days. Police also found only moldy food in the refrigerator and the bathroom covered in feces.

Dennis Thomas tells CBS46 it's all a misunderstanding. He says he reached out to DFCS in May, but was turned down for assistance. 

“I asked them for help, begged them for help. 'We can't do nothing unless your kids are in danger.' That's what I was told,” says Thomas.

Thomas says the family had been living in a nearby motel, but he ran out of money to pay for the room or a babysitter. So he had no choice but to move them into the garage. He said they had been in the garage for five nights before authorities found them.

“Three of those nights, I actually stayed up all night working to try and get the money together to get somewhere with them,” says Thomas. 

All five children are now in protective custody, according to Marietta Police Department.

Copyright 2015 WGCL-TV (Meredith Corporation). All rights reserved.http://www.cbs46.com/story/29327000/police-say-children-found-in-disgusting-conditions

http://www.jctnac.org/default.htm  http://www.nydailynews.com/news/faces-meth-gallery-1.1214855?pmSlide=1.1214851

Ah, MOAR descriptions of the U.S. obesity epidemic

"The average American woman now weighs as much as the average 1960s man
The average American woman weighs 166.2 pounds, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention. As reddit recently pointed out, that's almost exactly as much as the average American man weighed in the early 1960s.
Men, you're not looking too hot in this scenario either. Over the same time period you gained nearly 30 pounds, from 166.3 in the 60s to 195.5 today. Doing the same comparison as above, today's American man weighs almost as much as 1.5 American women from the 1960s. At 195.5 pounds, put five American guys in aROOM and you've gathered roughly half a ton of manhood...."

"...ACCORDING to a study published in 2012 in the journal BMC Public Health, Americans are now the world's third-heaviest people, behind only the Pacific island nations of Tonga and Micronesia.

The average American is 33 pounds heavier than the average Frenchman, 40 pounds heavier than the average Japanese citizen, and a whopping 70 pounds heavier than the average citizen of Bangladesh. To add up to one ton of total mass, it takes 20 Bangladeshis but only 12.2 Americans.

Together, the world's adult human beings added up to 287 million tons of biomass in 2005,ACCORDING to the BMC Public Health study. But if every country had the same weight distribution as the U.S., the world would be 58 million tons fatter, an increase of 20 percent...." 

http://www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/wonkblog/wp/2015/06/12/look-at-how-much-weight-weve-gained-since-the-1960s/?tid=sm_fb

Everytime I look back at my high school peers in the Midwest- God help some because they were really trying.  But it is so disgusting.

This is making me want to run, I'm still down with cramps and I didn't eat much today?  But I need to get back out there.

The part where this pisses me off is that Americans so arrogantly don't bother with quality control, they negatively enforce the lack of quality control because they want the government agencies to fix everything with this entitlement mentality.

Obviously, it doesn't work like that.

Why Affirmative Action? LOSERS SUCK says the overrepresented minority clause

Asian scores on the 2013 STAR exams in Algebra and integrated math gravitated towards the top.
Blacks' scores gravitated towards the center, or "average".
Whites scored barely a hair above latinos at the bottom of the scale.

Whites are failing themselves and they're punishing Asians for it with the overrepresented minority clause.  This doesn't come as a surprise as I've heard that whites do A LOT of drugs in the schools here.  With latinos.

I'm not sure about blacks, I have seen black FATHERS take their kids out and discipline them with sports training.  They're actually a lot nicer (and less criminal) in LA than latinos.  Yes there's going to be a population that does drugs and commits crimes and this isn't condoning that.  But you have someone who might be benefitting from simply doing the right thing.

Whites here take out equity lines on overpriced real estate they can't afford in "nice" neighborhoods to buy wasteful gas guzzling SUVs, vanity things (whitening teeth, nail salon, hair salon, etc.) and end up in bankruptcy, foreclosures and divorce court.  

Asians unfortunately do the same, without the divorce thingie.

But we can see why whites and latinos don't concentrate on school.  Ego and drugs.


Asian STAR scores 2013 - most percentage in this group weighed most at the top.
http://star.cde.ca.gov/star2013/ViewReport.aspx?ps=true&lstTestYear=2013&lstTestType=C&lstCounty=&lstDistrict=&lstSchool=&lstGroup=5&lstSubGroup=76

Blacks STAR scores 2013- more than 30% of sophomores and juniors performed less than basic on math/algebra scores.
http://star.cde.ca.gov/star2013/ViewReport.aspx?ps=true&lstTestYear=2013&lstTestType=C&lstCounty=&lstDistrict=&lstSchool=&lstGroup=5&lstSubGroup=74

Over 40% of Hispanics scored less than basic proficiency on the STAR 2013 exams.
And language is no excuse.  I've had Ohio State Calculus TAs teach us College Business Algebra through numbers only as he spoke fluent Japanese and understood absolutely no English (we had to pass the exams anyways).
http://star.cde.ca.gov/star2013/ViewReport.aspx?ps=true&lstTestYear=2013&lstTestType=C&lstCounty=&lstDistrict=&lstSchool=&lstGroup=5&lstSubGroup=78

Caucasians are scoring WITH Hispanics.  Juniors in high school are 40% BELOW PROFICIENCY at integrated math and algebra.
http://star.cde.ca.gov/star2013/ViewReport.aspx?ps=true&lstTestYear=2013&lstTestType=C&lstCounty=&lstDistrict=&lstSchool=&lstGroup=5&lstSubGroup=80

I can't even to Smart and Final to comparison shop and purchase veggies without garbage white racist tweakertrash nasties making problems.

I can't even tell you how much I hate the U.S.  and ugly stupid NASTY Americans.

My family treats me like I'm worthless but they're the assholes who were stupid enough to bring me into the world.   Oh wait, yeah meal ticket.

Then the white trash caste system of kleptouglies and LOSERS.

I made an honest mistake in parking too close to a lady's car, the customer service at the store called for me and I went out, showed remorse then offered to move my car.

There was no scratches, there was no injuries, dents, no damage- they were demanding my insurance information and the asshole used his Rawlings Mechanical truck locking me in the parking space.

I refused to give it to them.

I offered to pull my car out and to remedy the problem.

The tweaker trash kept yelling and screaming at me, in humid 100 degree weather and not allowing me to move my car at all.

Why am I allowed to be treated like a god damned second class citizen when I did nothing wrong, I hurt nobody...  The next time there will be a fucking bullet in somebody's head.

This is NOT okay.

This is NOT acceptable.

The U.S. is NOTHING but white trash and stupid thieving morbidly obese ecstatic wannabe.  The other group is normal black people and LEGAL immigrants.

Why I'm frustrated with people.

When you do the right things, it works in your favor.  If it doesn't show up on the outside, you'll see the results on your blood work.

I'm not a healthnut.

However I've done enough of the right things to where it should be easy for doctors to pinpoint what is causing some unnecessary health situations in my body and they won't do it because they're corrupt.

This is how stupid and ugly fat and nasty racist thrive on negativity Americans are.

Look, in Japan- they use personal responsibility is the invisible hand that quality controlled their healthcare and their healthcare is not considered a money maker.


All they do is eat real FRESH food and stay active.  In other words, nothing special really.   I used to live there, nobody was making a fuss about it.

That way, their healthcare sector is not considered a money maker with retained earnings to bribe lawmakers and government agencies to get them off the hook for pulling garbage.  This is why Japan's healthcare is the cheapest in the world.

By the way, Japan's centurions are smokers.

Americans are STUPID!!!!
Here's what boomer fiscal/voting majority are saying, "I paid my life into medicare, the doctors will take care of me"... after they shove their faces into a pile of hormones and high fructose corn syrup ridden 2500 calorie meals.

Then brag about the side effects for their $500 statins, $800 blood thinners, stints and so forth instead of using personal responsibility to clear up any mis-findings. Then FEAR and pain is used to push the lowest quality of treatment possible for the most amount of money.  It's called a "MUGGING".

But they won't.  Americans are so arrogant in their stupidity.

And drugs.  The almighty inferiority complex ridden "vice" trend that started with Baby Boomers and became pushed into the seeds of society through negative social reinforcement.

What message are you giving to Big Pharma and Big Agra when you give your hard earned money at a sociopathic drug dealer handling your chemical cocktails?   Knowing that Pfeizer and Monsanto have merged.

WHO IS PULLING QUALITY CONTROL?!!!!

ME.  That's it.  Seriously.  I'm the ONLY one that has ever figured out that high insulin, not high glucose causes PCOS?  No, a few research teams know.

I'm by myself.

ALL ALONE.

IN PAIN.

IN FINANCIAL HARDSHIP..

Battling big pharma special interest and their bought off doctors, nurses their PR Trolls, the insurance companies, the FDA, the AMA and the CDC.

Please allow me to explain my own point of view:

I'm a minority that might be confused for someone who gets confused with English when I'm obviously speaking it fluently.  I'm also perceived as "obedient", "submissive", etc.

By a hated minority group that outperformed in an underachieving state and country with entitlement issues, bullying behavior and pseudo power trips.

Fine.

THEN!  Comes more prejudice in the form of misogyny.  This is where it's ingrained in my own family.  Mind you, my dad punishes me for everything he hates in "spoiled white women" and I have an endocrine issue that they want to dismiss as a contact disease to blame the victim because this is too scary for them.

"Feminists" are the worst misogynists around.  Misogynists specialize in the art of mugging women with these conditions.

I had to deal with:

-financial hardship due to the economy and unemployment.  I'm tackling stomach flu symptoms while doing job interviews because I badly need a job.
MY LIFE NEEDS ME.

-Idiot psychotic draft dodging family members who tried to throw me away in a garbage baby boomer's oil war.

-Racism.  Including nasty tweaker trash.

-High crime rate.

-The usual business of self loathing peers, cattiness, relationship strains...

-A history of being abused as a child and being bullied/snubbed from racism.

-I worked to get myself an education, salary paying job- to fend for myself so the ugly nasty racist garbage stupid loser baby boomer voting majority kleptocrats can completely fuck me over on trade deficits with the world, hyperinflation, high violent crime rate due to their drug use, violation of use of everyone's tax dollars on hate groups and terror cells- and a very malicious, corrupt government with a monopoly of power.  I have cramps, I have to do the hard stuff AND put up with that.


Mentally I already fell apart.


There is nothing in the world worth this bullshit.  I didn't do drugs, I'm not reckless or promiscuous.
I treated people well.  Fuck this.

I don't know why I'm supposed to bring life into the world if the world couldn't handle me for WHAT I am.  I can't afford kids.

I told my mother this on my 40th birthday.  I'm 40.  After the hell I went though BEFORE being sick- nothing came of it but even more pain and suffering.

So she proceeded to physically attack me.
I already told her that high fructose corn syrup raises triglycerides.  Of course the baby beating bitch didn't listen to me.  She'd rather choke on that, take her HRTs that caused idiot's triglycerides to go up to cause stupid her angina in the first place.  Now on top of the food triglyceride spikers, she's doing more xeno-estrogens.

She cried about people being ungrateful- which is bullshit.  Anytime ANYONE tried to do something nice, she either called it "junky" and threw it away - OR!  she would give it away to someone else.


Then the real world.  I see what the hormones, hfcs, crud and so forth did to Americans.
Caucasians Americans to me were never that attractive.  Mind you, I was born and semi-raised in Asia where it's normal for people to not be sick and obese.

Meth isn't helping.  Crack, cocaine- it may get a few people very skinny but it doesn't work for the majority.  Then the pills taken to help people combat "bi-polar" is really rehab for drug addicts and they cause mack daddy weight gain, when addictions should be cured by shutting off ghrelin (CART and NPY-Y5r are peptides directly responsible for cocaine addiction).

This was never my problem but the garbage baby boomers forced ALL of this on my shoulders with their policies and such.

I never asked to be a citizen of the U.S.  I didn't ask to be born either.

The U.S. is too selfish at the top, agenda ridden, disabling and arrogant to be fixed on any level.

We don't need WWIII to take the U.S. down.  Rome fell from within.

The world as I knew it just isn't as good as it used to be

Once upon a time, it was thank God for aesthetics, fashion and art.

Something horrid took over and it's all junk. Don't blame Asia, they still see straight sober.

I know we're all getting older.  I'd rather see bland "middle aged" adults with common sensibilities who are sober and at least somewhat healthy.  Or trying to be or stay healthy.   Maybe with some character, aesthetics (no matter how played down), charm, kindness-sometimes regular stuff.


Rather than:
-Morbid extreme obesity
-big beards
-tats
-drugs

I'm trying to get my head in a good place to get through a meeting.
Not only is this distracting, I already don't feel great and there's not enough you can say about serotonin.


But whatever I need to finish this blog.  I'm blogging because I need to let some thoughts out.

Like, why was I taken out of Asia and forced to suffer discrimination?  What the FUCK were my parents thinking?  OMG.

In the past, people acted as if I had to "go up" to their level to impress them or something like that- when that snobbery was basically racism (on top of "class" warfare at a white trash school).

Fast forward, the NORMAL kids were outpacing the egomaniacs, unfortunately I couldn't be with them because I didn't have access to the same revolving line of credit with bank of mom and dad that they had access to, so technically I accomplished more than they did.  Especially for what I had access to.

But anyways.

These "snobs".