Friday, July 24, 2015

I might be the only person who thinks that Taylor Swift is the ugliest polished flawless person ever.

The never ending spamming through the MSM wasn't enough.
A 7 figure investment is required for an act to be "discovered" in the biz, and Swifts' caucasian parents are rich thieving parasitic bankers.

I don't like Minaj due to content in her videos.

But omg.  There's something about Swift's delusions of grandeur when she can afford the marketing when people are expected to shell out $600/ticket to see her live in this recession that her parents benefitted from.

It's obviously "rare" (sarcasm) to see a skinny white chick lip sync to autotunes.

I'm glad the marketing departments are making money off of her.

But give it a rest already.  


Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Facebook horrors

Facebook is an interesting dilemma where I can scope out peers and such to see what they're about.

Well on the first note, I hate Florida.  Not as much as I hate Kentucky.

But worst of all I hated being perpetually trapped with people whom I have nothing in common with except that I was stuck in the same zip code as they were during high school- and Facepage keeps us tied.

First out of one "friend"'s account, I found only two other Asians out of over 1000 people.

True story.  She's in Florida.
The others who left the state of Ohio, the Kentucky ugly part of Ohio where I was trapped?

Only a few who didn't run to the deep south to double their body weight came out west, became an ass and how many minorities do they have on their account?

Everyone FROM California that I know have people of at least 4 different races on their accounts.
And that's because that's who they know.

I have absolutely nothing in common and I don't know what to do with myself in their presence.  Everyone is toxic it seems, it's all agenda ridden for, well no benefit to me.

IT sucks ass enough to be in a military where the southerners who run it over don't think well of non-whites?  OR culture clash.  Bully loser thug vs. disciplinarian thug then to be stuck in the middle where I would rather make nice with my peers and set myself up for success in life.

NO.

But I deleted this J@ckhole and his wife because we got into an argument when I made signs for Occupy L.A.

I used to work in the finance sector.
I am more qualified than their pathetic breeding parasitic @$$.  It didn't matter, they couldn't expand their tunnel vision of prejudice to accept reality and that's their problem.  The powerchannels from high school enforce the "tolerance" of these shitbags.

How funny is it that the people who go off the deep end about military not wearing uniforms for their safety is a guy who weighs literally double what each soldier, sailor and marine do; has a civilian job and "bad knees".   Nah dude.  YOU go put yourself in harms way in place of the soldier if your mouth is big enough to dribble on about it.

You're talking shit while Victoria Nuland hag is out of shape herself and will be defending the U.S. by herself when she provokes WWIII.   The troops are not that great.  They're underpaid self loathing monkies (many who I got stuck with) and a little out of shape themselves and cry like bitches when Michelle Obama urges them not to eat fried food.  After she got her liposuction on tax payers' dime.
THe Ukies that we were robbed for are a bunch of pathetic violent Nazi thugs on meth who will get their asses beaten by a 6 grader.

These neocons.
These warhawk racist methed out loser garbage.

When Nuland gets her way and puts our worn out troops (the GOOD guys) into multiple tours of the FOURTH war (WWIII) for the draft dodging oil mongering real estate flipping baby boomer beatnik flowerchildren; the U.S. is so getting their asses kicked.   The fucking U.S. "troops" are overweight, slow- thank God for weapons because that's their only way of getting out alive.








Saturday, July 4, 2015

It wasn't worth it

This morning, the 4th of July- my post rhabdomyolysis pain was somehow converted to pressure in my abdomen strong enough to cause sharp pains.  It happened with the sharp increase in desert temperatures this morning.

I was cleaning house in exchange for allowance until just recently when my mom physically attacked me when I told her that my life wasn't worth it.

Why did I put up with so much, so much unnecessary negativity on top of garbage from THEIR government and THEIR stupid ugly country- so I can be sick!   SOMEDAY ALREADY HAPPENED MOM!!! Stupid.  Just because she's too stupid to understand anything her beaten baby accomplished doesn't mean it didn't happen.  STUPID baby beating bitch didn't even know what my major was when I was in school.

This definately isn't what I set myself up for in life. This isn't what I wanted. I didn't want to be unemployed, SICK and at the mercy of these people in the midst of a desert with nothing but uneducated nasty ugly tatted up methheads and no jobs.

My dad takes out his deep hatred for spoiled white women on me.

It was never about me.  It was about his stupid complex.

The misogyny courtesy of the self loathing creeps in the military was not bad enough- try being thrown at them when I was sick with horrible endometrial/pcos pain.  They didn't want to understand.

They blame the victim because it's too hard for their stupid minds to understand.   The lame stream misinformation didn't help.

The ONLY reason why my dad cared about my health AT ALL was because my BMI dropped to 17.
He and the other white STUPID Americans are so bitter if everyone isn't obese with diabetes and heart disease.  It's about his STUPID complex, it was NEVER about me.

I resent every one who pushed me to think that he was a good guy.  He isn't.

They gave me $1600 to move out when i found a "2 month" temp gig that actually lasted 3 days.
When I chose not to sign a lease in Santa Barbara for that assignment, my parents wouldn't let me come home for a few days and I lost a lot of money on that.

So I came back- they didn't give me an allowance yet still demanded that I keep up the chores.

So I kept up the chores.

Then NICELY asked my dad for money.  I was LUCKY to get a little for gas and a phone card since i'm doing job interviews....Instead of just telling me that he didn't have any, he just drug it out in the worst possible horrible way about how this is was all my fault, how I'm wrong, that I'm not trying hard enough---HE LIED.

I don't trust him.

He betrayed me.

My parents had a meal ticket for the visa sponsor parasites- stupid projecting manipulative violent thuggie JERK!!!

Then!  Then he had the NERVE to accuse me of low self esteem!

FUCK YOU DAD!!!  MY SELF ESTEEM IS JUST FINE, THE IDIOTS WHO PUT ME DOWN IN MY TIME OF NEED REALLY NEED A SELF ESTEEM CHECK.

STUPID UGLY HIDEOUS GARBAGE TWEAKER TRASH ENTITLED THIEVING AMERICANS AND THEIR STUPID POLITICAL THEATRE, BULLY TACTICS- INFERIORITY COMPLEX...

JUST BECAUSE I WAS WRONGED DOESN'T MEAN MY SELF ESTEEM IS LACKING, BECAUSE UNLIKE YOU AND MOM - I WAS FORCED TO ACCOMPLISH THINGS FOR MYSELF AND EVERYTHING I EVER HAD WAS DONE BY ME ACCOMPLISHING WHAT I DID.  Stupid twofaced bitch boy of white priveledge.

YOU'RE THE LOSER ASSCLOWN WHO HAS NOT ACCOMPLISHED SHIT!!!!!

Michelle- this lady they deal with for my mom's concessionaire- bad mouthed me to my mom when the garbage ugly stupid fat slut didn't do her own job.

Of course my traitor blood thirsty backstabbing baby beating bitch parents just took her word for it.

So I have no money and the jerks decided THEY were going to pick out my food since, like- you know they're not giving me money to buy my own.  Protein Lunas pushed up my cholesterol and my weight.  I'm stuck dodging high fructose corn syrup and hormone laden garbage in their cupboards.  I just applied for food stamps.  Maybe then I could afford some Pepto without going through that horrible episode.

My parents are the most two faced, violent thug creeps.