The U.S. is a living nightmare. EVERYTHING is entirely fucked way up and it's-REAL! It's not just the fact that I live in California. People are expected to knife each other to stay afloat?
My life is already horrible. I'm not a preferred minority, my violent family has only bore me to beat me- I was not able to get a decent wage job AND I've been sick! With not even mercy from my ugly horrible violent self loathing backstabbing family.
As a kid, I remember walking into the room where my parents were watching a VHS movie similar to "Mommy Dearest" and my dad was sitting up self-righteously saying how he liked to watch the young girl get beaten down because she's a spoilt bitch. This is the prejudice he held against me.
Speaking of which, I made a grave mistake and conversed with him that certain proteins pushed up my LDL. So being that I'm at his mercy until I find a real wage paying job, he bought me protein Luna bars. That's the only change in my diet, of course my cholesterol and weight were both back up when I was checked over a week ago.
Moving out is only going to pose the same amount of violence that my family imposed on me? In the dangerous hood that I lose my badly needed money during racist discriminatory stagflation circa 2015.
Why do white people insist that I'm a violent thug only because I'm a minority? I'm ashamed that the Koreans bought into it, my stupid parents are bad enough.
I HATE VIOLENCE!!!!!
MOST VIOLENCE IS FOR INEPT STUPID LOSERS ANYWAYS- NOT SELF DEFENSE THAT i WAS NEVER ENTITLED TO.
It wears you thin. You get so sick of looking at crackheads, methheads, racists, junkie, the preventably morbidly obese, cheap heavy eyeliner, slutty gross clothing on gross people with ugly nasty tattoos, bullies, thugs and ill people. This isn't caused by a lack of money, although a lack of money can aggravate it. People are stupid enough to hate themselves which is why they let this happen to them.
After my nasty wretched violent rabid excuse for a mother physically attacked me on my birthday, I was inundated with flaming about Mothers' Day on Facebook? And everywhere I turn around. It was worse than the worst acid trips you can get.
I was just blocked from Facebook for expressing my true feelings about Asian elders.
No. My mother physically attacked me on my birthday when I told her it wasn't worth it.
And it's not.
My dad said that I'm not wanted. I had to move back after a 3 day temp assignment that was supposed to go on for 2 months-and I have nothing lined up. That temp job was through Direct Relief International. They "help" aka. exploit other countries including Mexico? But fuck over people in the U.S. when we're in a position of need. data.bls.gov/timeseries/LNS15000000
Now he's avoiding me and going out of his way to show that I'm not welcomed or wanted.
Let's see, he's the sycophant and the people he sucks up to get their kids jobs. I'm serious. He only tried to throw me away. No he doesn't do drugs. His mom was a real nasty lady, and he picked up that nerve to act like a witch.
Society has to stop treating people as if family is the only way to get by.
I wasn't the only one who was abused by family-there are worse cases. And of course, the parents all did drugs.
The government gives tax dollars to people and does not protect them?
Of course, 58 pound son the druggie mom burned stole his social security checks.
http://nypost.com/2015/05/13/mom-accused-of-burning-58-pound-adult-son-also-stole-his-checks-police/?utm_campaign=SocialFlow&utm_source=NYPFacebook&utm_medium=SocialFlow
In this case, my dad would've said, "he's an adult and he should fend for himself. Go join the military".
Here's another...from Daddy's hometown.
40 pound woman Cerebral palsy again. And guess what. The caretaker mom does drugs. I'm sure the caretaker used the social security money to get the drugs. And the stupid psycho cops deny this is a homicide of course.
http://www.utsandiego.com/news/2015/may/07/body-suitcase-lakeside-homicide-macbeth/
No comments:
Post a Comment