"Hapa" is a coined phrase for "Half Foreigner" in Hawaii. Mohalo! :)
Not too long ago, I was watching a black radio talk show featuring Jade Pinkett Smith, and at 8:30 in the vid, she says, "I teach my kids not to worry about what other people think of you, because they're going to use that to manipulate you". Self love, confidence- she NAILED it.
Anyways- after a lifetime of going through racism in the more polite, but xenophobic midwest- I was allowed to experience diversity in California. God it was a breath of fresh air.
The coined phrase is "Fresh off the Boat" or "F" "O" "B" acronym which immigrants should wear with pride.
And if so- share in the "suffering" of your people. Embrace those who suffer from isolation in the U.S. for no good reason. Go against the grain.
This is a warning about a very credible threat.
I recently realized why I was put down by my bi-cultural military white dad/asian mom family.
It's racism. They're agenda ridden. They're harder on anyone who isn't white ugly racist rabid tweaker trash or Mexican, the two most noncompetitive, useless groups. And they're RACIST idiots in the U.S. The Jewel of Boomer California's "standards" to protect the status quo. The hyped up druggie trend and the thrive on negativity hoopla.
The threat to the status quo is the status quo. Racism is the alibi. The minorities are the fall guy.
The U.S. and the current boomers have the most billionaires? Many are in the business of robbing people for energy and shelter. They bribed the government to aid them. The diet industry costs $66 billion/year. So why is there over a trillion per decade going to Latin and south America per decade AT LEAST for street drugs, $66 billion on diet drugs, $10 billion for auto immune drugs....Cancer "research" costs the US Taxpayers $5 billion/year- Cardiovascular diseases costs $213 billion/year.
And Steve Jobs was allowed to die of pancreatic cancer.
Note: Asians, esp women have to be really careful here. Our veins are normally smaller than those of a typical white, latino or black person. If you need a stint- the best thing I can tell you is to make sure your insulin levels don't go up too high and to avoid high fructose corn syrup like the plague.
HIGH INSULIN CAUSES HIGH LDL LEVELS!!!
HIGH FRUCTOSE CORN SYRUP CAUSES HIGH TRIGLYCERIDES!
OMG you haven't see the disaster that is the consequence of the "you need insulin with that meal" people. I'm going to backtrack here a little. Yes I know that guys can be mean to their girls if the girls are heavy. Fine. The white and even latino heavy girls have been the rudest and discriminatory to the little Asian girls. I was one, I was mild but I saw it in full effect. Another skinny girl I was friends with came from Italy, the white girls hated her too. There's a korean lady who lives a few doors down. She just had a very healthy baby. She can play with her baby without being horrible, loud, overbearing and obnoxious. She's very skinny, I'm talking 5'3 and 95 pounds skinny. Now I just witnessed a former classmate's Facebook profile from the midwest. People coddle on Facebook because the person with the account needs it. This classmate from the midwest- her ARM was bigger than the Korean mom's waist!!! They're BOTH moms. I know people gain weight during pregnancy. But was it genetically hormone infested dairy? Was it contraceptives? Anti-depressants? High Fructose Corn Syrup? Oil? Glucocorticoids? I'm half korean, I have to work at my weight. I just got my cholesterol down 55 points without statins. My glucose is low from exercise. I know I have too much insulin (doing the right things WILL help you, it will show up on your blood work and give you at least an indication of what's wrong with you). I know that high fructose corn syrup adds weight and causes rheumatoid arthritis. It was so disgusting. She's known to have a slower metabolism due to genetics, she was kind of thick in high school but not obese. And the obese roommates I've had actually trimmed down since college after having kids-and lipo. But anyways.... I don't know how anyone can even gain so much weight in the first place without going through gastric explosion! Japan has the lowest healthcare costs in the world. The "FOB" Japanese in the U.S. are very thin and HEALTHY at the same time. Bullies from Riverside/San Bernadino that I unfortunately roomed with sent them to the property management in TEARS! The blacks and gays in South Central Los Angeles treated them so much better. Some Asians have gained almost twice their weight when they ate the Americanized diet. Sorry, it's not some hipsters' bragging point (many don't do so well themselves unless they're orthorexics. Which I personally am (orthorexic). A lot of American's are racist shitbags who don't appreciate the effort that goes into accommodating their lazy arrogant entitlements that pushes nasty high fructose corn syrup, transfats, palm oils, oils, oils, chemicals down people's throats when they make sure you can't pass an exam. Nepotism in the contest of ugly losers reigns supreme in the US, because the authorities take bribes and K&J Streets sit in the center making bucko bucks off of our backs. Americans like to be f*d in the rear. Americans LOVE to hate themselves and make stupid decisions for attention. They LOVE it. Actions speak louder than words.
HIGH FRUCTOSE CORN SYRUP CAUSES HIGH TRIGLYCERIDES!
OMG you haven't see the disaster that is the consequence of the "you need insulin with that meal" people. I'm going to backtrack here a little. Yes I know that guys can be mean to their girls if the girls are heavy. Fine. The white and even latino heavy girls have been the rudest and discriminatory to the little Asian girls. I was one, I was mild but I saw it in full effect. Another skinny girl I was friends with came from Italy, the white girls hated her too. There's a korean lady who lives a few doors down. She just had a very healthy baby. She can play with her baby without being horrible, loud, overbearing and obnoxious. She's very skinny, I'm talking 5'3 and 95 pounds skinny. Now I just witnessed a former classmate's Facebook profile from the midwest. People coddle on Facebook because the person with the account needs it. This classmate from the midwest- her ARM was bigger than the Korean mom's waist!!! They're BOTH moms. I know people gain weight during pregnancy. But was it genetically hormone infested dairy? Was it contraceptives? Anti-depressants? High Fructose Corn Syrup? Oil? Glucocorticoids? I'm half korean, I have to work at my weight. I just got my cholesterol down 55 points without statins. My glucose is low from exercise. I know I have too much insulin (doing the right things WILL help you, it will show up on your blood work and give you at least an indication of what's wrong with you). I know that high fructose corn syrup adds weight and causes rheumatoid arthritis. It was so disgusting. She's known to have a slower metabolism due to genetics, she was kind of thick in high school but not obese. And the obese roommates I've had actually trimmed down since college after having kids-and lipo. But anyways.... I don't know how anyone can even gain so much weight in the first place without going through gastric explosion! Japan has the lowest healthcare costs in the world. The "FOB" Japanese in the U.S. are very thin and HEALTHY at the same time. Bullies from Riverside/San Bernadino that I unfortunately roomed with sent them to the property management in TEARS! The blacks and gays in South Central Los Angeles treated them so much better. Some Asians have gained almost twice their weight when they ate the Americanized diet. Sorry, it's not some hipsters' bragging point (many don't do so well themselves unless they're orthorexics. Which I personally am (orthorexic). A lot of American's are racist shitbags who don't appreciate the effort that goes into accommodating their lazy arrogant entitlements that pushes nasty high fructose corn syrup, transfats, palm oils, oils, oils, chemicals down people's throats when they make sure you can't pass an exam. Nepotism in the contest of ugly losers reigns supreme in the US, because the authorities take bribes and K&J Streets sit in the center making bucko bucks off of our backs. Americans like to be f*d in the rear. Americans LOVE to hate themselves and make stupid decisions for attention. They LOVE it. Actions speak louder than words.
Out here, I've seen people who were maybe ignored? If they were lucky and lucky enough to have moms let them go ignored. And still eating their cultural grub made FROM SCRATCH with REAL FOOD.
Their families are humble with an emphasis on HEALTH and WHOLESOME ETHICS. And treating others with common courtesy and decency.
I think Facebook was a HUGE mistake. The world is big and vast for a reason, I liked it that way.
This isn't even about gloating at the reunion when the "cool kids ignored you". It's really a waste of money to see it. It's a disappointment. Even in Corporate America, racism and that thriving on negativity reigns supreme.
Not everyone changes for the better when they're in a better place in their lives.
That's why you don't rob the good for the idiots. This is threatening to the status quo if someone earns credit or rewards for their efforts(my backstabbing, bloodthirsty sycophant "republican" "asian/military" parents taught me well. My dad blamed the Mexicans for not wanting their kids to do better than the parents. It's not the Mexicans, it was him.).
Give a tweaker garbage can racist other people's money and they'll use it for destructive purposes, drive the nastiest loudest most polluted cars, start fights, yell, hollar, start a meth lab, quality control anything, hep C via ugly tattoos- they're useless. They don't cure migraines, cancer- as a matter of fact, they're busy panhandling for Hodgkins (meth causes cancer. Meth isn't only synonymous with violent white supremacy.).
I was put down, not just by the jerks at school.
But by my family.
No I don't want to be a Simpson cohort. I don't envy the Roseanne Barr family. I don't even like them. After dealing with racist methheads and the cholos, I realized something.
IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT THEY'RE UGLY.
IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT THEY'RE STUPID.
But society in the western hemisphere is taught that you have to blame those who are both vulnerable and too good for this junk. Those who went along with the flow? UGH! We're talking heart attacks by the age of 35, MRIs in their 40's, coumadin and multiple strokes with horrible obesity in their 40's. This is why they're so mean. The status quo in the US is threatened.
They're soooo threatened that they will instead of upholding quality control like the status quo is supposed to do?
They BRAG about how it's costing taxpayers $800 for their blood thinners (poison) and $500 for their statins. And that they feel so awesome on their statins and lost all this weight on their Atkins' diet. (you need riboflavin absorption in the cells to lower cholesterol).
Yuck icky --- racists are soooooo nasty and gross.
I wrote a post on this yesterday and it disappeared (funny how THAT happens).
In a world where the racist tweaker white boomer uglies can do no wrong at my expense- where the ghetto garbage Obamas can subsidize high fructose corn syrup and rbST infested milk AND Michele Obama's liposuction!
No. From day one, we were expected to accommodate and worship whiteness as Asians, right?
I'm not allowed to disoblige, and we were always ALWAYS on a military base. Which worked fine only in Japan. Because being part Asian was normal. It helped when your STUPID horrible selfish backstabbing parents stuck you with an Asian name in a very VERY racist country. And beat you if you didn't want it. Then Asians got American names and overachieved to fight discrimination.
Both which my obviously threatened, malicious, sinister hating baby beating b* parents cared not about. My stupid dad pretended that nothing was wrong with the great USofA but spent so much time on TDY to avoid the fact that we were yes, subject to racism. Go to an American school. It was RAUNCHY. Private school was a lot better, with still too many flaws. (yes I'm referring to the "appeal to authority" business of "you need insulin" to hyperinsulinemics)- at least the white kids at private school were tolerant. I wish tolerance would've boomeranged karma back at them- but it wasn't allowed to happen. Oh I have so much to tell them- the jerks got to them first. They wanted the jerks.
So my mom fed us American food or the greasy crap excuse for Asian food to make my dad happy.
He wasn't happy unless I was fat. And the creepy nasty JERK would ALWAYS have a "comment" for me. "Comment" aka. CRITICISM.
When I got a perfect score on my term paper- most people would've cheered me on, bought me a drink, etc. Thanks to the garbage boomer economy - I get stuck with my parents who were nice enough to pay for my class instead of losing it at a casino or on an REIT backed investment. Dad of course had nothing nice to say. He never does.
He didn't care that I was sick and in pain recently, he only cared that the bones in my back were showing and yelled at me to eat more.
My mother NEVER cared. Selfish bitch, I was the meal ticket to the visa sponsor. What did I get out of it? NOTHING. Of course.
But anyways, back to culture.
So many people underhanded for "the American Dream". Which does not exist.
It was shoved down my throat as was this horrible "culture". It's not worth compromising yourself for EVER. Or anyone else for that matter. It's "fool's gold" as a matter of fact.
All I wanted.... oh wait, I wasn't allowed to want anything. I'm LUCKY I'm allowed to know who I am and to like myself.
I'm supposed to be grateful to be a second handed minority in a junkie country because I'm not worthy thanks to genetics and race.
YUCK.
I'm supposed to be grateful to be a second handed minority in a junkie country because I'm not worthy thanks to genetics and race.
YUCK.
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