The world as I knew it just isn't as good as it used to be

Once upon a time, it was thank God for aesthetics, fashion and art.

Something horrid took over and it's all junk. Don't blame Asia, they still see straight sober.

I know we're all getting older.  I'd rather see bland "middle aged" adults with common sensibilities who are sober and at least somewhat healthy.  Or trying to be or stay healthy.   Maybe with some character, aesthetics (no matter how played down), charm, kindness-sometimes regular stuff.


Rather than:
-Morbid extreme obesity
-big beards
-tats
-drugs

I'm trying to get my head in a good place to get through a meeting.
Not only is this distracting, I already don't feel great and there's not enough you can say about serotonin.


But whatever I need to finish this blog.  I'm blogging because I need to let some thoughts out.

Like, why was I taken out of Asia and forced to suffer discrimination?  What the FUCK were my parents thinking?  OMG.

In the past, people acted as if I had to "go up" to their level to impress them or something like that- when that snobbery was basically racism (on top of "class" warfare at a white trash school).

Fast forward, the NORMAL kids were outpacing the egomaniacs, unfortunately I couldn't be with them because I didn't have access to the same revolving line of credit with bank of mom and dad that they had access to, so technically I accomplished more than they did.  Especially for what I had access to.

But anyways.

These "snobs".